today started out fine, went to work ...first point was ular lah bottom!! sooo funnn!!!
it was good till i went to resort, i didnt maintain my 10/20 and that really cost me.. fortunately it was just an audit, but i kept thinking to myself, what if that was a real person, a real person who practically died in my watch, i would be held responsible .responsible for a death.. i practically killed the person and that would be a burden till i rest on my death bed...my career is a gamble, a gamble of life and death...one slip and thats it...im seriously shaken,
today ,6 months ago, in about an hours time ,
i nervously asked u to be by my side to share part of my life with you ,
event that happened are still vividly flashing in my mind ,
things that has affected me, both in a good and bad way..
believe me when i say its painful ,
i still do think about you, every night.....
like i said before i not shy , im not scared , i never hesitated to say to you to confessed to you,
those 3 words , 8 letters...
i love you
21 is the number that i would not forget
